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Every sketchbook should desire to be finished. For the human mind’s complexity to be splattered onto them. The beauty of art is that it doesn’t require a filter, but intuition. The ability to let go and let the soul paint what words cannot. I was different. Why do sketchbooks wish all their pages were filled? For closure, if there ever was such a thing? Closure of what? Closure of a chapter? Closure of images that once lived, free and wild? I sometimes wonder if the birth of an image on my surface meant the death of it, too. Once it’s out of the artist’s mind, the art wasn’t alive anymore. My pages were overfilled. Masood had stuffed me with different pages because he couldn’t fit his drawings on mine. He came home every day to relax, painting out his worries and fears, enjoyment and love onto me. It felt like whiplash. On one page, his soul painted iridescence. On the other, he drew entrapment. I enjoyed being his passion. His haven. I enjoyed his sons’ awe at how he decorated me, lea...

The First and the Last

The First and the Last

By Introverted Yapper / Hazel F.

I am the first daughter

And the last

The first choice

And the last


Should I seek comfort in the knowledge

That I'm expected to be there

When all else fails?


The first choice for trust

Yet, the last for leisure

The first choice for want

Yet, the last for need

The first choice for need

Yet, the last for want


The first to look in the mirror

Yet, the last to admire its reflection

The first to receive praise

Yet, the last to believe it

The first to praise others

Yet, the last to praise self


The first to say I would not want myself

Yet, the last to believe it

The first light that emerged over the horizon

And the last that descended it

I am the light you saw before you entered the cave

And the light you will see when you leave it

But I was never the source of it.

I was just a mere reflection, a mere reseller of it from a far greater source.

I am the star everyone chose to love

Yet, the last to love self enough to not go supernova


I am the first daughter

And the last

I will be the first success

And make sure I am not the last


I am the first daughter

And the last

I will have the first say

And the last.









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